Little Manhattan

"Nothing's as big as your First Love"

Matagal ko na tong napanuod eh. 3rd year hs? I think. The movie is about Gabe who falls in love with his friend Rosemary. Pareho silang 11 yrs old. Puppy love. <3. Hehehehee. It's my fave movie and Josh Hutcherson is there. He played Gabe. Odiba? Hahaha.

Well, I can vividly recall my first love. Gonna make a confession now. Hahahaha. He is way older than me. 19 years to be exact. He was my Comp 1 teacher when I was in 1st year hs in OLOPSC. Si Mr. Aboga. Nung first day of regular classes na nun, sya unang period namin. Eh yung spot ko, nakikita ko na agad nun yung mga teachers na nakaabang sa door. At nakita ko sya. Eto naisip ko nun habang papasok sya "Dear Lord, He is so cute. Kamukha po nya si Aga Muhlach. Tas Nakasalamin pa. You are testing my will.". Ganda pa ng boses pag nagdidiscuss. Swear, gwaping sya. Hanggang ngayon pa rin naman eh. So, I always recite in his class. Para lang mapansin. Then nung semi close na kami. Yep, Nageffort ako para mapalapit ako. Binigyan ko sya ng chocolates. Eto lang naman ang sinabi nya na nagpatunaw sakin nung araw na yun "oh, thanks lalaine. you are so sweet". MEEEEEHHHHGAWD! I was jumping all over the place. As in kilig talaga. Then yun na. Pag dismissal namin, pumupunta ako sa faculty nila kasi iba yung room nilang mga comp teachers so pwede akong pmasok. Any given time na pag dadaan ako sa lab namin nun tas bukas ang pinto, sumisilip ako tas pag andun sya, kakatok then papasok. Then we talk over some things. then kung ano ano lang. Minsan dun ako gumagawa ng assignment ko. minsan  lang yun. tipong isang beses lang. Hahaha.

Ng biglang pumasok sa buhay namin si Page. Isa rin syang 1 st yr nung mga panahon na iyon pero mas malapit sya kay sir kesa sakin nun kaya semi nagseselos ako nun. Then naging magkaibigan naman kami. Pero pumasok na ang 2nd quarter. Puno ng pag asa. Ng nagkaroon ng PTC(parent teacher conference) nung quarter na yun. Kinausap ni Maam Mortega si mama regarding sa pagiging close ko kay sir. Pati si Maam kinausap ako in private. Nung una di ko maintindihan. What harm would it bring to me? There is no sense in telling me those things. Yan pala naiisip ko nun kasi inlove nako sa kanya. Then I took a break from it. For 2 weeks I was crying in my room kasi namimiss ko sya, kasi 2 weeks na syang di pumapasok samin nun. Then Pumasok sya nung 3rd quarter na with a shocking news. AALIS NA SYA. I was like" You can't do that! Di mo pa alam kung anong nararamdaman ko sayo! Please kahit 1 araw pa. Give me a chance". Then nung huling bisita ko sa kanya sa faculty, di nako nagtagal dun kasi baka may makakita sakin at magsumbong pa. So nag bid lang ako ng goodbye. Then I left without doing any scene or drama. Haha. Then sa isang tagong lugar sa school nun, I broke down. I was thinking that  Why him? I'm too young for this shit!" Hahahaha! Then as time goes by, nakamove on ako with the help of. . . no one. Swear. I was a loner back in the days so pag may problema. Kinikimkim ko.

Pero ok naman na kami. No hard feelings. Actually nakailang "pag-ibig: na ako eh. Pero nothing will replace my first love. Pero syempre wala pa yung true love. :D

At ngayon, Nasa profile na nya ako. Nagmessage ako sa kanya pero offline sya. Semi umaasa ako na magrep sya. Feeling ko naman di sya ganun kabastos kaya sasagot yun.

Ahhh. Pers lab.