That kind of effect.

Recently, I talked about that Bubblegum effect with M. He was kind of I dunno maybe irritated so he called me to scold me. Weird right. Usually, my girl friends are the one who scold me about it. Hahahahah! Anyways, he asked me why do I always say I'm ok when the truth is I'm not. I couldn't answer him immediately because I realized my own stupidity. Even now, I still don't know the answer.

Oh M. What will I do?

My prayer for M.

Note: Matagal ko na syang pinagdadasal kasi nung una medyo malungkot sya.

Lord, salamat po dahil nakamove on na po sya sa ex nya. Yun po ang una kong pinagdasal nun kasi nasasaktan din po ako twing nakwkwento nya yun. Salamat din po kasi napapaligaya po sya nung crush nya. Atleast po napapaligaya nya sya ngayon. Salamat po kasi nagkakilala po kami. Isa sya sa mga magandang bagay na naranasan ko last year. He will always be the bad guy that i wanted. Ikaw ang nagturo ng take chances. Hahaha! Lord, I pray na gabayan nyo po sya at ilayo sa masama. Salamat po sa lahat lahat.

New url

Yes, as you noticed, I got myself a new url for thus blog. I think my old url should rest now and besides it was very basic. So basically my new url shows my interests. Hahahahahah! Boys and makeup, particularly lipsticks. Hahahahah! So if by chance you found me here, good job. If not, I'm very sorry.

Boys boys boys...

Boys will always be boys.

I want to rant something here but I am lost for words. I know what I'm feeling right now but I just can't seem to find the words I want to say. Maybe this is my curse. My curse for being such a good girl. Pasok sa tenga, naiiwan sa puso. Minsan napaka outspoken ko sa ibang bagay pero pagdating sa nararamdaman ko, sinasaloob ko na lang kahit na may mga taong willing makinig sayo, sinasabi ko na ok lang ako well in fact hindi. I am hurting. I don't why but I am hurting. I am inflicting this pain in my heart. I know na di mo ako gusto pero gusto kong ipilit ang sarili ko sayp kahit kaibigan lang pero parang ayaw mo. Are you pushing me away? Please wag mong gawin yun kasi mas masakit sya. Mas masakit na gusto mo akong lumayo sayo when in fact I can't. You told me na alam mong nasasaktan ako tuwing sya ang bukambibig mo pero ok lang. Ok lang kasi kinakausap mo ako. I'd rather be your friend than nothing at all. Please, let me be your friend. Kahit hanggang dun lang. Hayaan mong humupa ang nadarama ko sayo pero wag kang lalayo. Please. Please. Please...

Near and Far

Ahoy there. Hahahaha! Ok so susubukan kong iupdate lagi tong blog para masaya. Hahahaha!

I have a question. Pano nagiging insensitive ang isang tao?

May tao kasi akong kausap and he told me na "don't get attached too much. Masasaktan ka lang". Seriously, I was like " what the fuck is he talking about?". Then, I asked him something. Sabi nya alam nyang masasaktan ako at ayaw nyang mangyari yun. Kasi alam nyang nasasaktan ako.

Ok lang sakin kasi di ko nasabi sayo kanina na nasanay na ako sa pain. Pain inflicted by someone you like. Kaya nasabi ko na lang na ok lang ako kahit pagusapan man natin sya. And no, you are not insensitive, my dear.

Kuya boy

Hi guys, I have something to share with you. I met this guy online. No, he is not a creel or a fcukboy but he is one of the well I can say the sweetest guys around. Then, I realized that I like him. The problem is, he likes someone else and I feel insecure about it.

There. I am the loser again in this game for two.

Year ender

Hi guys! Like omg! Antagal ko na palang di nakapagpost dito. What keeps me from blogging is my daily routine. Booo! Bummer. Anyway, I miss you guys.

Well, tomorrow is the last day of 2015 and I want to thank all the people who inspire me, guide me and love me. This year will go down in history. Hahahahahah! Well, I know that's kind of exaggerating.

2016, I'm ready.