I guess so my dear

There were moments that you would feel his warmth whenever he's around. Pero di mo maiaalis ang reality na hindi magiging kayo. Asadora pa rin? Slight lang.

I feel so blank. Wala akong matype na matino. This is so shit. HAHAHAHAHA.

Kapit lang sa trabaho teh. Sana.

Hay nako

NAKAKAPIKON NA.

Awww, so sweet.

"Naalala ko lang yung shinare mo sakin kanina about na baka mawala na ang pagiging magbestfriend natin. Don't worry, naniniwala akong matibay ang pagsasamahan natin. Minsan kung ano ang samahang walang basehan, yun ang matibay. Wahaha! At tayo yun. Hahaha!! Don't worry mananatili naman tayong magbestfriend, basta palagi mo lang akong ililibre. Hahahaha! Saka bakit ko naman kakalimutanb yung taong I've spent 85% of my college life with ? Hahahaha!"

You never fail to amuse me. I love you.

The smile on your face like summer.

Magkwekwento lang ako ng kaharutan ko. Hahahahaha!

Kagabi kasi tumugtog yung Ignite teamsa YS. Ang galing lang kasi may violinist sila. Infairness, ampogi nya ah. Tas habang tumutugtog sya, parang nakatingin sya dun area namin o nakikita ko ang mga titig nya. Grabe, nakakatunaw kasi sobrang lakas makatingin. Naiilang nga ako eh.Hahahahahaha!

May na. Semi nabobore na ako dito sa bahay. Pfffffft.

Graduate.

I'm officially an alumnae of PSBA-QC.

Di pa rin nagsisink in sakin yung idea na di na ako estudyante. Baka after a month pa. Echos. Well goodluck for us. This is a new beginning for me.

Enough na, Laine.

Tama na Laine. Masyado ka ng nasaktan sa mga nalaman mo. Alam mo naman noon pa na di pwede pero pinipilit mo. Ayan, ikaw ang nagmukhang tanga. Tigas kasi ng ulo eh. Nagbubulag-bulagan ka na naman. Di pa ito ang tamang oras para malaman mo yung mga sinabi kanina pero alam mo sa sarili mo kung ano yun. Mahala ka nila kaya di nila sinasabi sayo kasi alam nilang may suicidal tendencies ka. Masokista ka pa naman minsan. Naiyak mo na ang dapat iiyak. Self-inflicted na yan pag tumagal or baka sabihin nila nag-iinarte ka na. You know what's wrong. Ikaw din nagsabi sa sarili mo na hahayaan mo na lang pero habang tumatagal, di ka mapakali dito. It lingers you while everybody thinks you're fine with it.

Alam na ng lahat, ako na lang ang pilit na naniniwala na hindi. Sakit no? Di ko alam kung bakit pero feeling ko hindi eh. I'm so confused. Ayoko na. I want to give my heart a break. Please. Ako naman oh.

So I guess

So I guess, you won't need me anymore.

Tama bang magdrama?

Dreams

Ah tumatanda na nga ako pero andami kong gustong mangyare. Natupad na yung isa eh. Yung sleep over. Eto yung iba.

-Birthday party sa Mcdo
-Carnival date
-Ball dance
- Makareceive ng flowers

Madami pa pero yan ang naiisip ko ngayon eh

Hahahahahahah!

Baby dreams

Lagi akong nagkakaroon ng panaginip about babies. Napaginipan ko na rin na nabuntis ako. Nakunan din napaginipan ko na. Pero yung malala yung may tinakas daw akong baby kasi malay ko ba.

Kanina napaginipan ko na may baby raw ako. Babae pero may 2 babies daw ako na kinuha tas tinabi sa anak ko. Basta palipat lipat daw ako ng lugar kasi nga tinatago ko yung 2 bata. Ang weird kaya nun. Sobra. Hahahahaha!

Dahil sa sobrang bothered ako, chineck ko sa net ang meaning nun.

Baby 
To see a baby in your dream signifies innocence, warmth and new beginnings. Babies symbolize something in your own inner nature that is pure, vulnerable, helpless and/or uncorrupted. If you dream that the baby is smiling at you, then it suggests that you are experiencing pure joy. You do not ask for much to make you happy. If you find a baby in your dream, then it suggests that you have acknowledged your hidden potential. If you dream that you forgot you had a baby, then it suggests that you are trying hide your own vulnerabilities; you do not want to let others know of your weaknesses. Alternatively, forgetting about a baby represents an aspect of yourself that you have abandoned or put aside due to life's changing circumstances. The dream may serve as a reminder that it is time for you to pick up that old interest, hobby, or project again. If you dream that you are on your way to the hospital to have a baby, then it signifies your issues of dependency and your desires to be completely care for. Perhaps you are trying to get out of some responsibility. If you are pregnant in real life, then a more direct interpretation may simply mean that you are experiencing some anxieties of making it to the hospital when the time comes.

To dream of a crying baby symbolizes a part of yourself that is deprived of attention and needs to be nurtured. Alternatively, it represents your unfulfilled goals and a sense of lacking in your life. If you dream that a baby is neglected, then it suggests that you are not paying enough attention to yourself. You are not utilizing your full potential. Alternatively, this dream could represent your fears about your own children and your ability to protect and to provide for them. To see yourself or someone as a baby in your dream refers to your desire to be cared for and nurtured. Alternatively, the dream may mean that you or someone is behaving immaturely.

To dream about a starving baby represents your dependence on others. You are experiencing some deficiency in your life that needs immediate attention and gratification. To see a dead baby in your dream symbolizes the ending of something that was once a part of you. To dream of an extremely small baby symbolizes your helplessness and your fears of letting others become aware of your vulnerabilities and incompetence. You may be afraid to ask for help and as a result tend to take matters into your own hands. To dream that you are dipping a baby in and out of water signifies regression. You are regressing to a time where you had no worries and responsibilities. Alternatively, such a scenario is reminisce of when the baby is in the fetus and in its comfort zone. In fact, some expectant mothers even give birth in a pool, because the environment in the water mimics the environment in the uterus. It is less traumatic for the baby as it emerges into the world. So perhaps, the dream represents your search for your own comfort zone.

To dream that a baby is walking or dancing refers to the potential and possibilities that life has in stored for you. The future looks bright. The dream may also be a metaphor that you need to take baby steps in your relationship, toward your goal, in a work project or whatever undertaking. If you have a baby in real life, then the dream is a reflection of your hopes for that baby.

To dream that you or someone is having a baby suggests that you are giving birth to a new idea or project. It also represents new beginnings or some upcoming event. A more direct interpretation of this dream, may represent your desires/ anxieties of giving birth or the anticipation for such an event to occur.

Weird right?

Hey Ho!

Kamustra naman!? Sorry kung di ako nakakapagpost kasi unang una, nasira charger ng laptop ko at walang panload sa net. hahahahahaha!

Graduating na kaya naiiyak iyak nako ngayon kasi bibilangin ko na lang yung mga araw na makakasama ko yung mga kaibigan ko na the best aka G1. Hahahahahahaha!

Pwedeng may aminin. I'm in love with Kavin.