2010

ilang oras na lang at magpapaalam na ang 2010. ang taon na ito ang naging espesyal sa akin. unang-una, nainlove ako, dumami ang kaibigan, naging 18 at marami pang iba.

Gusto kong magpasalamat sa Akademe, dahil tinuro nila sa akin ang dapat kong malaman at di sila naging bias

Gusto ko rin magpasalamat sa g1 kahit na di pa ako nakakasayaw sa kanila.

gusto kong magpasalamat kay may kasi nandyan sya nung kelangan ko ng kaibigan na masasandalan. di mo ko iniwan kahit na lama mo minsan na ako na yung mali

gusto ko rin magpasalamat kay kavin kasi andya din sya para mang-asar. charot! pero nandyan ka rin nung kelangan ko ng kausap. salamat sir!

salamat kay TOOT. hahaha kay hansel kasi naging kaibigan ko sya kahit na alam nya na iba ang nararamdaman ko sa kanya. di sya naging leche sa buhay ko

SALAMAT SA LAHAT NG NAGAWA NYO SAKIN

Romeo and Juliet

A glooming peace this morning with it brings;
The sun, for sorrow, will not show his head:
Go hence, to have more talk of these sad things;
Some shall be pardon'd, and some punished:
For never was a story of more woe
Than this of Juliet and her Romeo.

I love that excerpt. Yung Princve ng Verona ang nagsabi nyan sa romeo and juliet. yan yung last part. nainlove ako.

Nanood kasi ako ng Letters to Juliet. Grabe, chick flick pero nakakainlove. Maniniwala ka sa true love pagkatapos mo tong panuorin. Promise. hehehe. para tuloy gusto kong pumunta sa Verona at Siena Italy. nakakainlove ang mga lugay na yun lalo na yung sa Verona kasi may bahay dun si Juliet Capulet and then may mga nagsusulat sa kanya tas rereplyan ng mga secretaries of juliet. grabe siguro ansarap ng trabaho nila kasi all you have to do is reply the letters pero kelangan mong ilagay ang puso mo habang sumasagot para alam mo yung sitwasyon. one day pupunta rin ako ng Italy, tutal may dugong italioana naman ako eh

naisip ko lang, what if ganun mangyari sa akin. nakita ko na yung right guy pero at a wrong place and time. mala romeo and juliet ba? siguro kung love na nga yun, kaya mong maghintay para sa kanya kahit maputi na ang buhok mo. buti na lang di pa. buti pa yung iba kong kaibigan, nakita na nila ang soulmates nila. alam nyo ba sa tropa namin, ako na lang ang di pa nagkaka-bf. hohoho. dun na papasok ang katagang save the best for last. wahahahahaha. alam ko andyan lang sya. naghihintay katulad ko.

tas eto pa nainlove ako sa kanta ni Colbie Caillat na You Got Me. Ito yung lyrics

You're stuck on me and my laughing eyes
I cant pretend though I try to hide
I like you. I like you.


I think I felt my heart skip a beat
I'm standing here and I can hardly breathe
You got me. Yeah, you got me.


The way you take my hand is just so sweet
And that crooked smile of yours
it knocks me off my feet


Oh, I just cant get enough
How much do I need to fill me up?
It feels so good it must be love
Its everything that Ive been dreaming of.
I give up. I give in. I let go.
Lets begin.
Cuz no matter what i do,
Oh (oh)
My heart is filled with you.


I cant imagine what it'd be like
Livin each day in this life
Without you. Without you.
One look from you
I know you understand
This mess we're in you know is just so out of hand.


Oh, I just cant get enough
How much do I need to fill me up?
It feels so good it must be love
Its everything that Ive been dreaming of.
I give up. I give in. I let go.
Lets begin.
Cuz no matter what i do,
Oh (oh)
My heart is filled with you.

I hope we always feel this way
(I know we will)
And in my heart I know youll always stay


Oh, I just cant get enough
How much do I need to fill me up?
It feels so good it must be love
I give up. I give in. I let go. Lets begin.
Cuz no matter what I do,

Oh, I just cant get enough
How much do I need to fill me up?
It feels so good it must be love
(Its everything that I've been dreaming of)
I give up. I give in. I let go.
Lets begin.

Cuz no matter what I do,
Oh (oh)
My heart is filled with you.


Oh (oh)
You got me. You got me.
Oh (oh)
You got me. You got me.

eto yung link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CDMS95_WoZw

till then. Ciao

Merry Christmas!

Merry christmas po! namamasko po!!!! hahahaha siguro jillian. hahaha

ayun, its time for giving and thanking everyone who is part of your life.

di kasi ako verbal or showy sa feeling ko pero i make sure na mafefeel mong special ka sa akin

So yun. Happy Yuletide season to everyone

If its`s love

While everybody else is getting out of bed
I'm usually getting in it
I'm not in it to win it
And there's a thousand ways you can skin it

My feet have been on the floor
Flat like an idle singer
Remember winger
I digress
I confess you are the best thing in my life

But I'm afraid when I hear stories
About a husband and wife
There's no happy endings
No Henry Lee
But you are the greatest thing about me

[Chorus]
If it's love
And we decide that it's forever
No one else could do it better
If it's love
And we're two birds of a feather
Then the rest is just whenever
And if I'm addicted to loving you
And you're addicted to my love too
We can be them two birds of a feather
That flock together
Love, love
Got to have something to keep us together
Love, Love
That's enough for me

Took a loan on a house I own
Can't be a queen bee without a bee throne
I wanna buy ya everything
Except cologne
'cause it's poison
We can travel to Spain where the rain falls
Mainly on the plain side and sing
'cause it is we can laugh we can sing
Have ten kids and give them everything
Hold our cell phones up in the air
And just be glad we made it here alive
On a spinning ball in the middle of space
I love you from your toes to your face

[Chorus]

You can move in
I won't ask where you've been
'cause everybody has a past
When we're older
We'll do it all over again

When everybody else is getting out of bed
I'm usually getting in it
I'm not in it to win it
I'm in it for you

If it's love
And we're two birds of a feather
Then the rest is just whenever
Then the rest is just whenever

If it's love
And we decide that it's forever
No one else could do it better
And if I'm addicted to loving you
And you're addicted to my love too
We can be them two birds of a feather
That flock together
Love, love
Got to have something to keep us together
Love, love
Got to have something to keep us together
Love, love
That's enough for me

Ang cute nung kanta. para kay JB yan. ows. baka sabihin nyo inlove ako sa kanya. ganyan kasi mga gusto nyang kanta

just checking

ola!

Sakit

As of this moment, nasa hospital ako para magbantay sa pinsan kong may amoeba at nagkadengue pa! stress!!!!!!!! layuan mo ako kahit next year ka ng dumating tutal pasko naman dude. layuan mo muna ako ok.

nakakaloka lang eh no kaya di nyo rin ako masisi kung minsan eh ang moody ko

ilang days na lang at pasko na. sana di magtagal dito sa hospital si ryoma.

GET WELL SOON

Marry you

It's a beautiful night,
We're looking for something dumb to do.
Hey baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

Is it the look in your eyes,
Or is it this dancing juice?
Who cares baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

Well I know this little chapel on the boulevard we can go,
No one will know,
Come on girl.
Who cares if we're trashed got a pocket full of cash we can blow,
Shots of patron,
And it's on girl.

Don't say no, no, no, no-no;
Just say yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah-yeah;
And we'll go, go, go, go-go.
If you're ready, like I'm ready.

Cause it's a beautiful night,
We're looking for something dumb to do.
Hey baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

Is it the look in your eyes,
Or is it this dancing juice?
Who cares baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

I'll go get a ring let the choir bells sing like oooh,
So whatcha wanna do?
Let's just run girl.
If we wake up and we wanna break up that's cool.
No, I won't blame you;
It was fun girl.

Don't say no, no, no, no-no;
Just say yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah-yeah;
And we'll go, go, go, go-go.
If you're ready, like I'm ready.

Cause it's a beautiful night,
We're looking for something dumb to do.
Hey baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

Is it the look in your eyes,
Or is it this dancing juice?
Who cares baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

Just say I do,
Tell me right now baby,
Tell me right now baby. (x2)

Cause it's a beautiful night,
We're looking for something dumb to do.
Hey baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

Is it the look in your eyes,
Or is it this dancing juice?
Who cares baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

wala lang. hihihi

I just haven`t met you yet. haha

napapansin nyo ba na puro kanta ang binablog ko? ok napansin mo nga. para kasing nakalink ang buhay ko sa music. kahit naman sino diba? parang music defines who we are. haha well as for the title, kanta yan ni michael buble. i love his music. onga, ako na tunog matanda. haha.

Ano ba pwedeng mablog? ayun, bakit ganun? andaming maharot na babae sa mundo? kasi ganito yan. may isa akong friend na lalaki na semi crush ko. ok ill give his name, si JB. eh may kaibigan(?) akong girl na younger sa akin edi eto na nagsimula yan nung nagjajamming kami nina jb at dom sa miss. while jb is singing, si girl naman eh panay dikit at kulit sa kanya. at first di ko pinansin kasi wala lang pero nung nagtagal na lumalala ang veteran moves nya. may PAKI effect pa sya. sabay tayo effect, lam mo yun? nakakairita. tas nung sabado, while jb and I were playing and joking around. si girl nakikitawa tas bigla ba namang sinampal si JB! kahit pabiro yun, ganun ba kayo ka-close para ganunin si jibo? leche ka ah. nagtitimpi lang kami sayo. nagkatinginan nga kami ni jb eh. tas buti na lang parang nag ice breaker si jb tas wala na. gaga sya. kung makahingi pa ng cologne/yosi(may mga kaibigan akong naninigarilyo but im not of them) kala mo may patago eh. wagas!

di naman halatang irita. naalala nyo yung GM ko na:

Girl, you can have all the guys` attention...... i forgot the rest of it :D

the thing is, she wants all the attention. attention seeker ka? halata eh. buraot ka pa. no wonder lagi kang binabara. woah, rhyme? hahahahaha

Yun lang muna atleast medyo nabawasan ang keme sa utak kasi nablog na

For the first time

kanta yan ng the script. grabe naiinlove na naman ako sa kanila. about the faithfulness i think kasi may linya na don`t give up on me baby. wala pa naman akong pagbibigyan nyan kasi wala akong bf ok.

Grabe dami kong namimiss. gusto ko kayong isa-isahin

G1: hansel, kavin, ate steph, benj, jen, chix, david&ten(congrats!), faith, eyem(ok namiss pala kita), jared, ate tash, santino, ate imay, hazel at jenliit. hehe

GC/MISS/AKA: may, roy, dom, nyoy, jb, kmae, jov, fern, eda, chey(bati na tayo pre, ok?), arvin, vita, jude, bianca, juancho, krisma, janette, ate nel at gail, cla, duane, kuya marvin, marvin cruz, alumni. dami nyo eh kaya kilala nyo na kung sino kayo ok

di man ako vocal sa mga nararamdaman ko pero I LOVE YOU GUYS. hehehehehe.

merry christmas. ang nabugay nyo sa akin ay gift of friendship. pero tumatanggap pa rin ako ng cas and in kind. hahahaha. love you

Ok

dahil super blank ang utak ko. random things na lang kwento ko

Christmas vacation na! woohoo. wala naman akong wishlist eh. basta ang gusto ko lang eh isang good life

guys, I want you to meet John Bernard Malonzo. ang lalaking yan ang nagpapasaya pag natatalon ako sa in-between. gaya kahapon, naglolokohan kami. grabe ang kalog pala nya. kala ko dati tahimik lang.

yan muna. medyo high pa ako sa mga bagay bagay

you make me smile

You´re better then the best
I´m lucky just to linger in your life
Cooler then the flip side of my pillow that´s right
Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where you send me
Lets me know that it´s ok yeah it´s ok
And the moments where my good times start to fade

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed sing like a bird
Dizzy in my head spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh you make me smile

Even when you´re gone
Somehow you come along
Just like a flower poking through the sidewalk crack and just like that
You steal away the rain and just like that

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed sing like bird
Dizzy in my head spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh you make me smile

Don´t know how I lived without you
Cuz everytime that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes
You make me smile
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed sing like bird
Dizzy in my head spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh you make me smile
Ohh you make me smile
Ohh you make me smile

A song by Uncle Kracker. kanta ko yan para sayo. hope you like it. here's the link
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YKuKRczPpFg

F*ck you

Kanta yan ni Cee-lo Green. My clean version yan, Forget you ang title. This song is infectious. Dom and I kept singing it. Ako nagsimula tas alam pala nya kaya todo kanta dyan. pati si kuya raul alam din yan kaya nung kinanta ko, kumanta rin sya. wahahahahahahahhaha. para sa ka-imbahan.

andami ko na kaya sinabihan nyan kahit sc officer at kaibigan. wala akong pinipili pag galit ako at napamura ako. nako kelanan ko ng muriatic acid pangmumog sa madumi kong bibig. OA. pero i need to stop swearing. bad sa image ko. may image pala ako. akalain mo yun

Nalaman ko...

Nalaman ko na:

masarap sumayaw
nakakamiss ang prac namin
nakakamiss ang BUKLOD family ko
nakakamiss ang G1
kelangan kong magtipid
makulit si JB
siraulo si Kavin
guston ako ng mga tao pero may mga naiinis sa akin
fan ako ni Katy Perry
may cd pala kami ni Mariah Carey sa bahay

yun lang haha

We are the champions, my friend....

Kakatapos lang ng KULTURALAYA. Ayun kahit gahol sa props at prac, 2nd place pa rin kami. Say mo?!?! Bangis diba? haha. Tsaka dun ko nalabanan ang tako sa stage. Inisip ko na i-enjoy na lahat and guess what, i love it! Ang taas ng energy ko habang sumasayaw kahit pagod at gutom. Ang sarap sumayaw lalo na pag gusto mo. oh diba?

Medyo nadismaya kami sa sound system. SABOG! Hina pa. Cheap ah. mas malakas pa ata amplifier namin kesa dun eh. dapat yun na lang ginamit namin. IMBA. hahahaha

Nakakatuwa kasi ang daming sumoporta sa org ko. Pumanta pa mama at tita ko. Oh diba? saya kaya tas sabi ng mama ko naririnig daw nya na may nagchicheer sa akin. I bet na sina hansel yun. awwwww. naiiyak kaya ako kasi sila todo support tas ako pag may laban sila missing in action ako. thanks guys. kala ko kasi di kayo manonood. kung alam nyo lang na super thank you ako sa inyo. :D happy na si lalaine. hyper pa. haha

Di ako nakasama sa after party kasi medyo pagod ako tas kasama ko sina hansel at kavin. pinakilala ko yung dalawa sa friends ko. ay imba, nilaglag nila ako kay hansel. hahaha. the best talaga ang BUKLOD family ko. sabi nga ni kavin napaka outgoing namin parang ang saya kasama. ay sinabi mo pa. may mga trip kaming super imba. you'll never know. hahahah.

ayun napunta kami sa ilog para kuamin tas makapagrelax din. nakauwi na kaya ako ng 2am. oh diba! hahahahahaha

again super thank you sa lahat at kay kuya raul. pero kung may pasasalamatan daw si kuya, eh yung batang naglalaro nung umiilaw na bola na nakita nya habang nagcoconcept sya.

Miss you. miss me? Maybe not.

im so fucked up. everyone's playing mindgames on me? ano bang meron sa tokwa kong utak at gustong gusto nyo akong gaguhin? argh! anyways, im fine. totally fine. im just missing hansel and kavin. namimiss ko ang goodtimes. super hectic naman ang sched ko eh. parang walang bakante. kaya eto ako pasulyap sulyap. kaasar lang eh. may npansin lang ako, nagugustuhan ko ng sumayaw? ohyeah! kasi tuwing may prac kami, ang hyper ko kahit break lang tas nung umiiyak ako nung kamakailan, pag nakasayaw na ako ok na ult ako. parang nagtatanggal sya ng problema. pero ayaw na ng mama ko ang super late kong uwi. kaya medyo itotone down ko muna ang sitwasyon.

Im having insomnia attacks. napapansin ko late na akong matutulog tas nagigising ako in the middle of the night. siguro stressed out lang kasi naman diba.

Yan na muna. i dont want too much drama. haha

oh dear blog

Wala lang akong maisip na title. Naglag utak ko eh. Nanalo pala ang G1 ng Popular Group Award sa Frenzy make your move last dec. 1 (world aids' day). Nakakatuwa kasi parang unexpected yun eh. I'm so happy for them. BIG SMILE!

Malapit na ang cultural night. ohyeah im so excited baby. haha. This past few days, may mga pangyayari na di ko inasahan at medyo nagpainis sa akin pero ok lang, mahaba pasensya ko. Kaya ko pang pagbigyan. Pero may isang guy na nagpakilig sa akin at hindi si Hansel yun. asa naman kayo.

Yan muna medyo stuck up ang utak eh